"Updates should come regularly."
Right. And I'm not a masochistic sociopath.
In case you don't know....
The world you live in is a sugar coated topping. There is a real world beneath it.
If you're completely engrossed in what you're doing and what is happening in your life, guess what: You're a moron. There is an enormously complex and confusingly alien world to be lived in and it doesn't give a shit about your depression, your girlfriend, or your history paper. All it wants is your bottom line. Your net income. Your utilities usage. The exact number of particles affected by you daily. These things change the world. Other things, they just change you. Yes, a change to you affects the world in the long run by altering your interaction with your environment, and so it should be considered. But that's not what's important. If you can do that without the drama, even better. Without darma, there's nirvana. But of course we can't just "STOP.". We're the theater apes. The stage monkeys in this level of consciousness. And good ones at that. Eons of practice have developed God's own bullshit machine. Crafted in his image, we will create our own bullshit machines, and they will respond in kind. Like his father before him, #9 will repeat his mistakes and go to war with the others. We will look down with disgust on him as a bad son; Just as our fathers did; And that will be that.

Ok, So I'm hating myself for not 'fallowing' through with my seed sowing project on devart and am feeling particularly manic today. I want to enter a million contests.

So here's a bunch of garbage that fell out of my head while I was kicking myself.

It's mostly gonzo with a peak of insight just winking in and out of view. I'm blind, I know, but you're ugly so deal with it.

"If you think this is bad, you should see the rest."
--Jeff